Friday, March 31, 2006

叫你好心情

试问有没有人每天的心情
都是快乐的,开心的
脸每天只带着一种表情 – 微笑
或者有,可是很少数

心情的波动,全赖情绪所影响
情绪的起伏不定,叫心情忽上忽下
这一刻是开心的;下一秒是忧郁的
比天气的温度还难以预测

或许,应该效法弥勒佛的笑容可掬与无量胸怀
把所有的不开心,不必要的烦恼
都装进那神奇开怀布袋
然后,“扑”的一声,抛到九霄云外

来一个弥勒佛的笑容
别让情绪得逞
再欺负你(妳)的心情
你看,现在的你(妳)多可爱!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

活在当下@Live for NOW


昨日已故,牵挂什么?
明日未知,担心什么?
今日犹新,犹豫什么?
心放下,活在当下!


Yesterday has passed, wander not in vain
Tomorrow may never come, anxious not in pain
Today is present, hesitate not in gain
Let go and choose to live for NOW!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

拥抱@HUGGING

拥抱。。。
是疼爱、关怀、亲切、温馨的表现
不需添加任何言语,却足于表达你内心的感觉
我,很喜欢被拥抱和拥抱人的感觉

最怀念大学里的一位讲师
与她特别投缘,师生关系维持了两年半
至今仍保持联系,感情已升华至朋友关系
喜欢每次与她见面或离别时
她总会留给我一个暖暖的拥抱
那种感觉很亲切、温馨、舒服
更拉近我与她的距离
(何时何日,我可以再投入妳的怀抱里?)

还有,与大学里的一班姐妹
也会有这样的习惯
开学见面或放假暂别时
总不会忘了给彼此一个深深的、紧紧的拥抱
留下的感觉,仅用二字形容 – 感动!
这个习惯依然保持如昔
姐妹们,几时又来给我抱抱啊?
(随寄风儿我的拥抱于远方的妳们)

回想,自己长了这么大
却从来没拥抱过老豆和老妈子,惭愧不已
东方人的含蓄
叫我们把热情紧紧收藏不露
我,几时会有那股勇气
给他们一个我期待许久的亲情拥抱
然后一起陶醉其中
(给我一点时间,储存足够的勇气吧!)





双手是用来给拥抱的
别吝啬,今天就给你身边的家人、朋友们
来一个温暖的、热情的、开怀的拥抱
让他们感受你的温情洋溢!

Sunday, March 26, 2006

You are being Tagged?!

My friend told me you're being tagged! You know what is being tagged? I also don't know. Never mind, think this tagging games is healthy, no harm to answer these POWER of 4 questions which I also don't know who is the founder! Who bother is WHO, right? Jom, let you and your friends know more about you. Cheers to continue the games :P

4 jobs you've had in your life:
1. F30 K23, Great Vision
– Dealing with financial planning services, including personal, family & business financial planning, retirement planning, education planning, investment, general insurance, estate planning, tax planning, etc. Full swing to full time this coming May. Best wishes for me, my dear friends!
2. Nutrimetics – Senior Communication & Incentive Executive. Long title means responsibilities hold is also long. In charge of translation, editing, advertising, event coordination, sourcing, etc. Having fun all the time for the real exposure to outside world!
3. Brilliant Point – Worked as Assistant Publication & Communication, and promoted to Head of the Department after one year. This is my first job after graduation. Great experience and personal growth that makes who I am today! More skills to offer to current boss. Thanks to my ex-boss!
4. Syarikat ZY Sdn Bhd – Worked part time General Clerk in this transportation agency when I was in Form 4 till form 6. Thanks my father’s boss for giving me such a wonderful job. The benefits given exactly the same like a full time staff. My immediate superior treats me like her sister, even today. I’ve learned so much from her!

*Before that, was a temporary teacher in primary school, working in Audrey factory, glove factory, promoter in PC fair. I’m a real jumper from one field to another! Accounting - Translator - Public Relations - Financial Planning Service -??

4 movies you could watch over and over:
Seldom watching movie nowadays. However, good movie shouldn’t be missed out!
1. Top Gun – Tom Cruise was my favourite last time. Every time TV programme showed this movie, sure I’d watch. Now, GOSH! He’s been kicked out from my list.
2. Speed – WOW, Keanu Reeves is real COOL and handsome! Still like him very much.
3. Harry Potter - Haha, don’t laugh at me! I’m always young at heart! Though, the novel itself is much more interesting than movie, coz not every scene could be pictured in the movie. Trust me, read the novel to get more fun in witchzard world.
4. Lord of the Rings – Great movie to keep as collection. I’ve both novels and VCDs collection. When you feel you wanna to have movie-rathon, best choice!

4 TV shows you love(d) to watch:
I was a real TV addict last time. Missing the time where I could just sitting in front of TV and watching till I say NO. Now, I don’t see myself to have free time to do the same. You experience the changes in life, the habits, thought, attitude, bla bla bla, all change…
1. Phua Chu Kang – Never forget the yellow boots of Chu Kang and of course his mole…hahaha
2. The Apprentice – Excited to see how the individual use his/her knowledge and skills to accomplish the task given and failed his opponent. Hope to be capable and powerful like them one day.
3. Ally Mcbeal – Love particularly the dancing baby with "ooga-chukka" sound that can be heard when he’s dancing. Not forgetting John Cage (played by Peter MacNicol) who is so special with his character and his unique pet – the froggie.
4. Friends- Good to have a gang of friends like them, for funs and tears, and for many other things in life. ‘Course I have one gang in real life. Thanks, my friends! 朋友,咬手指!加油!

4 places you've lived:
1. Jenjarom – My root. A real place belongs to me. Place where you can seek comfort anytime. Almost go back every week! hahaha...
2. KL – Staying here since first job. Love the privacy, the convenience, the fun & entertainment, and of course a gang of real friends to hanging around and sharing the joys.
3. Bangi – Truly homesick when I first leaving home to this strange outside world. Been staying here for 3 years. Learnt to be independent, enjoying real life, friendship, traveling and lots of fun. I’ve strengthened myself in many areas.
4. Still hunting for my fourth place!

4 places you've been vacation to:
1. Bali
– My first DIY trip! A successful one!  Have my own journey schedule, driver and tour guide. Watching dolphins, eatings, shoppings, photo shooting and a Must-in-the-list – SPA! A real RELAX! This trip gives me more courage to have my next and next and next self- DIY trip in the future.
2. Bangkok – True experience of Jalan-jalan cari makan! Love especially the yam pie sold in Mc-D. You can’t find in Malaysia. Thinking of it, still makes me drooping saliva. If you happened to Thailand next time, don’t forget to bring me yam pie!
3. Nepal – 13 days backpacking experience. Trekking, viewing snow mountain, sunrise & sunset, experiencing the real cold weather, good hospitality from tour guide…still very fresh in my mind. The most unforgettable one – the horse ridding, so exciting!
4. China – First overseas trip after working hard for 2 years. Visiting Shanghai, Huangshan, Suzhou & Hangzhou. See different people, culture, food, scenery, etc. Just like King & Queen lifestyle. Worry has been throwing far far away...
I’d never experience homesick when I’m traveling. Too bad but that’s ME!

4 places you would rather be:
1. Home Sweet Home – Where to find any other place sweeter than own home!
2. KL – Second home after Home Sweet Home. Lovely friends to hanging around. Got my own privacy to do whatever I like!
3. Penang – Food paradise! Small island to have less hassle life compared to KL. No wonder my friends said they will choose to live there rather than staying in KL. And I AGREED!
4. Unknown. Let nature decides and leads the way.

4 of your favourite food:
1. Bread & Cake– No rice is fine with me, but don’t take bread and cake away from my life.
2. Ice-cream – Take it when you are in cold weather to feel that excitement, when you are upsetting, happy and even sweating. No sweet is okay, no ice-cream, no life!
3. Porridge – When you don’t feel to eat anything, take this light, delicate and non-oily food to make yourself feel better. It works!
4. Spaghetti & Pasta – Just prefer these than our mandatory food - rice. i’m born to be a bit western living style, hahaha…

4 websites you visit daily:
1. Blogspots
– Enjoying various life stories shared by my friends. Real cheers to my days. Place to show the beauty of languages and polish my language power too :D
2. News Online – Never like the smell of newspaper. This’s the only way to update myself with big news in the world.
3. Email – Enjoying fun, weird, amazing emails forwarded by friends. Not forgetting to keep in touch with my loved ones too!
4. Not particular, depends on mood. Including health & beauty, traveling, MP3, etc.

4 tagged:
1. Lydia
2. Kancil
3. Froggie
4. Weigo

na...na...na...rules of being tagged, I gotta continue the games. Help yourself to answer and know how well you understand yourself and remember your life story, not bad ma. Happy tagging your next next friends!

Saturday, March 25, 2006

银色男友,帅!炫!

早晨九点,我已迫不及待起床
因为要等待银色男友的到来
用了早餐,扫地,洗厕所,忙这,忙那。。。
终于,时钟指着十一点时,门铃响了
别无他人,正是银色男友
哇!他本人和我之前所形容的一样
超帅!超炫!超迷人!爱死他了!
今后,有银色男友的陪伴
可做的东西就多了
聊南话北,谈心说情,听歌看电影,见客做规划。。。
银色男友,我的幸福靠你了咯!

说了这么多
是时候揭晓我的银色男友到底是何方神圣了
哈!他,嘛就是我的 Darling Dell Inspiron 6400 咯!








拿拿拿,不可以骂我粗话哪
我的文笔还算可以吧
你若中招,不管我的事哦
大家彼此彼此,互相增加生活乐趣嘛
Cheers! 笑一个!
对!就是这样!
哈哈哈。。。

Thursday, March 23, 2006

空间@EMPTY SPACE

周围凄静没有生气
脑袋复杂没有旋律
思想空白没有回忆
感觉错乱没有逻辑

身心是疲累的
呼吸是沉重的
脚步是无力的
眼前漆黑一片
欲哭却无泪

我带着没有灵魂的驱壳
跟着时间向前进
孤独、慌乱、无助
找不到尽头。。。

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

朋友@TOMODACHI

这一路走来,觉得自己其实很幸福,有家人,朋友,贵人(小人给踢得远远了)及时的援手。从小学上中学,到大学至今天的工作岗位,我不很需要去担心烦恼。每个生活阶段,就是这么跌跌撞撞幸运地渡过。

我由心底深深地体会“在家靠父母,出外靠朋友”这一句话。以前在家的时候,不用说有爸妈无微不至的关爱;后来在外的这几年,真多谢有一班好朋友的照顾。

在象牙塔里的三年生涯,有一群爱玩爱闹的朋友陪伴,一起解闷,一起疏缓啃书考试压力,一起游山玩水,从南上北,再从北下南,(有鸿仔,慧和玲的盛情款待,简直忘了要回家),一路走一路吃,间中闹了不少笑话,增添了不少乐趣。生活自由自在,非常享受。

毕业后,到KL找工作时,有为朋友上刀山,下油锅的傻强,骑着摩托载我去面试,找房子。还有阿Teh和飞天小鹿偶尔陪我吃晚餐,在MAMAK 档喝茶。然后有劳飞天小鹿半夜帮我搬家,丽云的借宿。其后,更有史帝文,婷,秀芬成为我的Housemate,真是可遇不可求。常有婷的细心分享,史帝文擅长的路程图,辛苦你们咯!

工作了,大家为工作忙碌,见面时间少了,但也不忘继续联系,保持那一份难得可贵的友谊。喜欢的话,还是可以今天约你吃饭,明天约他喝茶,后天与大伙儿玩羽球。都不知大伙儿是用球排还是嘴巴打球。对方搞你笑得支不住气,那来多余的力气与对方勇战?哈哈,竟然连Seremban 的黑马受不了诱惑都来搞场,与他的兄弟党来个龙虎战。Seremban 的黑马好高兴地说好久没有这种感觉了!看着友情延续,感觉好不热闹,大家都笑了,好灿烂的一个笑!

朋友, 有你们的陪伴真好!这一路走来,有风有雨,有笑有泪,酸甜苦辣,叫我学习成长,不再畏怕。生活乐趣也因你们而增加不少。偶尔,过度期是很难过,但常遇有你们雪中送炭,我由衷的感激且感动。所有的感动,我都好好收藏在内心深处。谢谢咯,朋友们!老套一句,朋友,加油!继续迈向我们的另一旅程碑!大家要幸福哦!

Monday, March 20, 2006

昨日阅读报章时
看到了这一句令我心坎有所感触的话
摘录于此,与大家分享。

《若有眼泪,也让它轻快的流;
若有哀愁,也让它尽情的发泄。》


人总认为有泪不轻弹
喻眼泪是悲伤的
眼泪是懦弱的
眼泪是属于输的那一方
其实,眼泪可以是喜悦的表现
眼泪可以是一种感动
眼泪可以是一种解脱
需要时,让它轻快的流吧
不要去限制它的空间
谢谢你,朋友
赐于我一个空间好好流泪,发泄
希望未来的泪都是充满喜悦,感动,幸福的!

Friday, March 17, 2006

银色男友@Silver Boyfriend

哈!告诉你,今天我很兴奋!
经过反反复复地沉思与分析
我终于答应他的追求
(他的耐心和默默等待叫我很感动!)

他,就是我的银色男友
他,超帅,超棒,超迷人
我为他着迷,失眠,茶饭不思

他答应从今以后会好好善待我
陪我度过每一天
与我分担喜忧哀乐

今后,我不需再怕寂寞孤单
因为我终于找到心目中的银色男友
银色男友,我会好好珍惜你
记得我们对彼此的承诺
一起努力创造属于我们的未来!

p/s: 哦,说了这么久,还没和你们介绍他是谁。别心急,等下回分晓吧,他个人比较害臊,让我问问他意见,要不要公开。

SWEEt

What’s the taste of sweet feel like?
Sweet as Candy? Chocolate? Cherry?
Nope…not the physical sweet I refer to
But heartily natural feel of sweetness evoked from nature, people, living, environment…
Sweet as the beauty scene of sunrise and sunset
Sweet as the birds chirping the morning tune
Sweet as flowers blossom in the springs
Sweet as when the wind blowing and kissing my ears
Sweet as kids licking his lovely lolipop
Sweet as your mom gives you a big caring hug
Sweet as friends make your day lively and fun
Sweet as when one little word can cheer up your day
Sweet as when I’m thinking of you and I smile
Sweet as when you read this, feel sweet and smile heartily

p/s: Delicate to all my lovely dear friends, colleauges, and everyone who sweetens up my days and makes me smiling. Make your day as sweet as candy, cheers ;-)

Thursday, March 16, 2006

梦~不醒

真的觉得今天很可爱,因为昨晚发了个可爱的梦。梦里,有lengchai 医生,他的伙伴和我。最可爱的莫过于我去诊疗所 (可其实我是没病啊,我看到自己在那儿蹦蹦跳跳)。lengchai 医生在忙着,而当他的伙伴叫我进去疹病时,lengchai 医生却与他的伙伴争着要帮我看病。伙伴与lengchai 医生争执说你不是很忙吗?lengchai 医生很不高兴,也不理会他的伙伴,硬要帮我看病,就这样把我拉进他的诊疗室里,然后。。。就被闹钟吵醒了,真扫兴!

咳,事实就是事实,再怎么可爱的梦,也有梦醒时分。美梦,足让你心情愉快一整天;反之,恶梦可影响你心情,让你闷闷不乐,忐忑不安。美梦也好,恶梦也好,该醒的时候就该清醒。醒吧!醒吧!

但,今天,我选择不醒!哈哈哈。。。

可爱•KAWAI

嗯,一位可爱的同事说我今天穿得很可爱
(今天而已吗?其他天都不可爱?)
哦?真的很可爱?
好,那今天所做的每一件事都要可爱
走路要可爱,谈话要可爱
吃饭要可爱,喝水要可爱
心情要可爱,笑容更要可爱
Cheers for KAWAI ;-)
哈,你一定在那边厢笑我在扮可爱
你今天可爱吗?有够我可爱?
你不可以和我争可爱
今天,可爱是我的!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

MY StYLE-loh

All walks of life carry their very individual style
Different man, diversified fields, distinctive roles
Distinguished characters, dissimilar feels and styles
You carry yours, I carry mine
And don’t bother to cross my border!

Writers full of imagination, ask for quietness
(immerse in his own world that you can hardly understand)
Designers attempt for uniqueness, request creativeness
(this is what I want-loh, my STYLE, COOL leh!)
Programmers figure insane coding, demand no interruption
(one single mistake makes him gone crazily)
Salespersons thirst for sales volumn, yearn for repetition
(very good one, buy more-lah, tomorrow no more offer liao)
Artists desire for opportunity, dream for a-wish-come-true
(on stage: GOSH! (crying) I can’t believe it! Ah…I want to thank my family, thank…)

yeah…the style goes on from one person to another, on and on…

Oops…what about my style?
(very happy now, my turn at last)
Hah…talking about myself
Who am i? (quite confused no?!)
A translator? An editor? A PR? Going future, financial advisory?
(you work for how many jobs actually?)
Oh, I know I know
(I still remember my surname)

As a whole, I’m dealling with languages
(a very pretty thing to falling in love with)
English (ok for cheating to survive till today)
Chinese (standard six, no problem)
Malay (Malaysia BOLEH, I also BOLEH)
Hokkien (don’t bluff me, my mother language)
Cantonese (for god’ s sake, don’t laugh me)
Japanese (ohayoo, arigatoo, etc, can-lah)

And back to my style (yes, the main point here)
Translator likes playing jigsaw puzzle
Put word by word carefully to reach the meaning close to source text (insane job?)
Editor likes to pick mistake, change this change that
(in the sense to make better)
Find every single chance to make pin-point (no mistake no fun?)
And what about PR? What to do with languages?
You think easy? Must know to talk different languages, vary dialects
Meet tenlan, hwangkia, kilingkia, angmo
Including chabo, tapo, kinkia, auntie, uncle…
Walk the small talk, big talk, sweet talk or no talk at all (sien liao ma)
Have to use word properly and talk nicely
else, who wants to bother sitting there and listening to you
(pretending friend friend with you)
Not easy, not easy

Haha…and what’s happening now?
Yeah…I’m writing something here
translating my thought into language
Editing before posting this blog
Showing my skill and selling my story
And…Making you laughing like hell out there
(isn’t your mouth moving upward now?)

Hahaha… I’m nobody but still myself
still live with my own style-loh – blur blur JOey Yeo ;-)

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

部落格@BLOGSPOT

好一个部落格
大家拼命扠方格
分喜忧,分哀乐
搞得读者哭笑不得
对着电脑笑呵呵
老板看了气得血压上一格!

诸位武林大姐大哥
既然部落格炒得这么乐
来个龙争凤斗扠方格
若想九月欧斯卡占一格
今天就努力奋斗叠方格
到时就知你有多资格!

Monday, March 13, 2006

记得小学时。。。

幼稚园与小学六年生涯,你记得有多少?少年懵懂的我们,多少泪?多少笑?就和你回味一下我的小小往事。

嗯,回想小时候,自己还蛮受老师们爱戴,因为我够乖巧吧!嘻嘻。。。死爱脸!幼稚园时,竟然写字比赛的了第一名。哈,不用说,妈妈最开心。告诉你,在所有得奖者里,我的个子属最小 。看我现在的体形,不相信吧!哈哈!因为我是吃面包长高的,信不信?

小学一年级,音乐老师选我去歌唱比赛,比赛当天自己还在被窝里埋头大睡,不但错过了比赛,还辜负了老师一番苦心,我的“小小皮球”也不见了。还有,还有,班上的顽皮男同学,真的很讨厌,最喜欢学大人说谁爱谁(有咧,你也是其中一个?)!现在想起来,真的好幼稚!更好笑的莫过于当年有位男同学在班上偷大便在褲里,搞的全班都在那儿捏住鼻子,不敢呼气。我记得那时很多同学都不敢独自上厕所,因为大家在闹鬼故事。

二年级,级任老师选我去讲故事比赛,其他老师都认为我不行,说我有口吃,但我的老师没放弃我。在百忙之中,抽空训练我,教导我,鼓励我。要我每天对着镜子练习。然后在班上,站上叠着桌子的椅子上,把全班同学当着观众练习。比赛当天,老师还吩咐妈妈帮我梳上两条辫子。站在台上的感觉,我的身子尤如漂浮在半空。呼啦,终于,故事讲完了,我也得奖了。不管两条辫子的事,而是我是可以的,不但粉碎其他老师的看法,也帮老师拿回彩!还有,班上同学喜欢欺负我,然后跟你好又不跟你好的,总是把我弄哭。我还记得欺负我的那位同学哦,不要以为我长得比妳矮,好欺负。我现在长得比她高,过得比她精彩!哈哈!不跟妳记账了!

三年级,当巡察员,还是被人欺负被人打。事后,领带马上归还训导主任,辞职不干!还记得级任老师不用藤鞭,只喜欢用尺打我们的手掌。一到三年纪的级任老师都是退休人士,我当然免不了也流了不少泪。感恩的心,你懂吗?或许当时小,并不知道这就是人与人之间的一种感动,只知道很依依不舍。

四年级,级任老师(新上任老师)知道我想补习,但家里环境不好。后来,她说了我不必缴补习费,就只在我家借个地方,与其他同学一起补习。这个年代,上那儿找这样的老师?

五年级,以往的长发被逼剪掉似磨姑的短发,还被调去优秀班。应该是一件值得高兴的事,但却觉得压力和不舍与自己同班了四年的同学。这一年,参加了羽球队,体育老师找选手做校代表。我呢,和运动无缘,在最紧要关头,得了场病,从此,就这样与羽球决缘。

五年级,印象最深莫过于英文老师留给我小小心灵的伤痕。尤记得当时,英文老师在给我们教类似发音一样的生字,其中就有“train 和 drain”。我也被叫了起身重复发音给她听。不管有多努力,我就是把这两个字读成一样的音。生气之下,她叫其他同学读给我听。过后,又叫我读给她听,我还是读不对。不但被罚站,还在我手心鞭打了几下,掴了我巴掌!然后,告诉我,若我不满意,就叫我的阿公,阿嬷来见她。哼,我当然觉得很委屈,回到家每天一直哭,告诉妈妈我不要去上学,我要调回和旧同学一起上课。妈妈心酸,带我去见校长,当然也把那位英文老师给请进校长室。谈了一会儿,我和妈妈先离开校长室,然后,只听到从里面转来几声“NO, NO。。。”。后来,级任老师要我继续在优秀班读下看看,就这样一年时光溜走了。不过,每每到英语科时,我都是战战兢兢的。我,无法释怀她这样对我,不是我记仇,只不过觉得她没有为人师表的道德!

六年级,快毕业了。今年又有什么趣事?哈哈,对了,参加了韵律操。别的女同学都跳扇子舞,我这个身子硬绷绷的,只有跳韵律操咯!嗯,还有我的英文老师,也值得一提。她教书一流,惩罚也独特。从来不打手掌,只打手背,你感受得到有多痛吗?远远听到她的脚步声,足让你吸住呼吸。听闻她没来教课,最兴奋不极了!作练习题时,更可怕。答错了要打;答对了,但你所讲的与你的答案卷不同,也要被打。强叻!所以,至今,我依然惦记她的教学,英文的简单Grammar 还在脑海里记得比什么都还要清楚。

我的六年小学生涯就在有笑有泪,有疼有痛渡过。小学同学呢,保持联络的不太多。变得肥了,瘦了,美了,俊了,不得而知。就算遇上了,未必记得;记得,也未必谈得上几句。不过,要谢谢他们曾经是我生命中的过客,为我人生增一色彩。

Friday, March 10, 2006

•日出•日落•


你,注意过日出与日落的美吗?
它,给你是怎么样的感觉?
看日出与日落还得讲缘分
无缘人不是错过时辰,就是等不到

我,欣赏过无数的日出与日落
不是外国的月亮比较圆
只是巧合发生在国外
最美的日出
在尼泊尔的Nargakot
第一道日光照在高低不平的山峰上
犹如山峰点火
还有雪山相伴
感觉仅在不言中


而最美的日落
在巴厘的 Kuta Beach
有一望无际的大海相随
海里有日落的倒影
还有大人与小孩嬉戏玩水
情侣在沙滩上漫步
好不浪漫!


清早,遇见朝阳
我对它瞄了一眼,灿烂一笑,有礼地说声“嗨,早”
然后,开开心心地去上班
傍晚,回家路途
咦,夕阳还在等着我
我微笑地,轻轻地说声“明天见”
感谢它伴了我一整天
然后,高高兴兴踏上回家路

日出带给我蓬勃的朝气
叫我努力奋斗,创造美丽人生
日落留给我温暖
叫我累了休息,因为明天还有更长的路要走
我的早晨有日出陪
我的傍晚有日落伴
空间挤不到给孤单

那,夜晚呢?
不怕,不怕
望出窗外的夜空
你会发现还有月亮和满天可爱的星星在向着你眯眯笑哦!
有太阳,星星和月亮
叫你怎能喊寂寞!

大自然的美,用你的心体会
蕴醇在内心世界
抹不去,洗不掉
叫你一生回味无穷!

Thursday, March 09, 2006

感觉 @ fEEliNG

感觉 – 好奇妙的经验
看不到,捉不住,闻无味,听无声
要留也留不住
但,感觉可以给找回来

感觉跟着情绪走
愉快的?伤感的?期待的?失望的?
温暖的?冷漠的?轻松的?紧张的?等等。。。
今天,你是怎么样的感觉?

感觉可以让你精神弈弈,春风满面,勇往直前
也可以让你心情低落,垂头丧气,放弃自己
感觉,会迎合你,讨好你
它,有时也会欺骗你,背叛你

上一次,感觉错了,
你,给它什么样的惩罚?
这一次,它再回来找你
而你,选择相信?怀疑?亦或是遗弃它?

到底,感觉对了吗?

当你期待的感觉回来时
你会欣悦地,满足地对自己说
对!就是这种感觉
我要的就是这种感觉!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

另类的爱

亲爱的老豆,

从来没有给您写过信,心理感到一阵感叹。或者这就是东方人保守的思想,孩子长大后也保持一样的作风 - 总是紧紧的收住心底最想说的那一番话。对我来说,那是一种遗憾,而我,不想在我的人生里留此遗憾。

一向来,您给我的印象都是严肃的,我和弟弟都很怕靠近您。您与我们的谈话真的少得很可怜。我问自己我们是一家人吗?为什么话都不会超过两句?我总是用羡慕的眼光看着别人家的孩子可以和自己的父亲融合洽谈,一起开玩笑,一起做讨论,一起解决问题。别人都会用异人的眼光看着我,“你从没和你的爸爸谈天说笑”!我的心有多酸,您知道吗?可能,您何尝不想陪我们谈天说笑,只是您不懂。

妈妈常告诉我,你年少时双亲已故,因此导致今天您与孩子的沟通方式不同,对孩子爱的表白也不同。我笑着点头,这就是您,我只能接受这样的您。您还是我最尊敬的父亲大人。我接受这另类的爱。

尤记得小时候,妈妈不在家时,您会为我的长发梳上您最拿手的马尾。我享受那种过程。您的细心。而我知道,您很重视我们,疼爱我们。弟弟最喜欢跟您上夜班,一起驾罗厘 (所以,现在是超级车迷!)。而每每在码头看到什么新鲜东西,您都会为我们买,然后分享我们的喜悦。知道我喜欢看书,您偶尔也会给我买一些。尽管次数五只手指头还算得完,对我来讲,那已是足够了。还有,还有,最喜欢和您一起看可怜戏,一起感动,一起偷偷地流泪。然后,就剩妈妈在那儿嘲笑我们,好不过瘾!那时,我们的生活环境不算好,还过的去。有KFC 享用的日子,算最奢侈的了!

渐渐地,我们的生活素质提升。不变的,我们的关系还是保有原有的距离。直至我上了大学,接触外界,学习人与人奥妙的相处,我知道我可以改变自己,改变我与您的距离,与家人的距离。

大学留给我很多美好回忆。当中就有一些部分是您留给我的,一样精彩,令我受宠若惊。在大学的三年生涯,我学会独立。记得第一年,我是怎么渡过的吗?您每一个星期都不辞辛苦地载我回家,然后,又送我回去。来回两个钟头的路途对您和妈妈来说可能并不遥远。可是对我而言,您们的辛劳,让我感动,不能自我。第一年的我从不需要搭公车,而我也不懂。每次从家里要回去住宿时,我知道您是不舍得的,偶尔还会忙着帮我收拾一些水果干粮。(你说,叫我怎么不想家呢?)

偶然,遇到星期五就可回家时,您就会路过大学,载我回家。最喜欢坐在您的罗厘里,摇摇晃晃的回家。回家途中,没理由坐在罗厘里,一句话都不谈吧!打破心中障碍,打破我们之间的沉寂,我与您畅谈旅游,您最喜欢的娱乐!我真的很享受与您的谈话!您也会停在半路,带我去吃小吃,尽管那已靠近晚饭时间。您的疼爱,我是感觉得到的,也令我感动!

毕业了,在社会大学里体验生活,您还是把我当长不大的小孩看护,一样没放心过。担心我不能适应工作,担心我被人骗,担心我一个人夜归,担心我找不到男朋友,担心这,担心那。。。其实,您对我的要求不高,只希望我当个教师,可以享有好多好多假期,可以常常回家。而我这个怪胎却和您有相反的意见。老豆,其实我很喜欢这种感觉,让我常忘记自己已长大了。但,放心吧,我真的长大了,也很会照顾自己,您的信心会让我的人生走得更勇敢,出色。

这些林林种种的回忆,足让我想起时,会心一笑!我和您的故事,我会小心收藏,收在内心深处,无时无刻让我回味无穷。

父亲大人,谢谢您!因为您,我懂得如何珍惜,而且活得精彩。我像是您小心翼翼捧在手心的水晶,而您却像只只管燃烧自己的蜡烛,照亮我的人生。树欲静而风不止,子欲养而亲不在。小时候,您牵着我的小手教我怎么走;长大了,您老了,我一样会携着您的手一起走,一起笑看人生!

爱您的宝贝,

Monday, March 06, 2006

dEAR dEAR fellows …

Dear Steve & Chris,

The very first great news received from you in the early morning for April FOOl. Congratutions! Love-ING (rather than old-fashioned phrase – Love Forever…hehehe)!

For this truly loving couple, while we are still fooling around, you guys have taken a brave step further to full-ing yourself, to complementing each other as husband and wife. Best wishes from the bottom of my heart.

p/s: We are expecting a loving baby to play badminton with us 5 years down the road. Sufficient time given hoh! 朋友,咬手指!


Dear Soh Keong,

You must have felt sorry and regretted what you’ve done to me last Saturday. Don’t bother that so much, buddy. It really doesn’t matter at all. This physical pain won’t hit me down so easily. I’ll challenge you again next week!

Soh Keong ma hai soh soh geh lor! Still lap u 100,000 year!


Dear 3705,

Special SUMMON delivery for you. You have no obligation to say anything, but what you are going to say will be recorded as statement in the 8 po & 8 kong community.

Date: 4 March 2006
Time: 12.00 midnight
Venue: U-turn nearby Sunway
Guilty Found: Simply throw rubbish from the car.
Danger Caused: Threaten 3 lifes in the car behind, 9573.
Punishment: You are sentenced to make us laugh for 30 days! NO objection :P


All buddies out there,
Cheers for the Great Fun!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

超快感

很喜欢超快感的感觉
因为它在你不经留意的时候
给了你那一股满足感

什么样的超快感?
嗯,就是。。。
喜欢飞机起飞的奔飞速度,不可思议地快
喜欢买什么就买什么,不需左右顾虑,开心就好
喜欢想旅行就走的不受约束,无忧无虑,我行我素,非常自我
喜欢想做就去做的勇气,不需犹豫不决,不需理会他人眼光,意见
喜欢大声嘶喊的时候,不需压抑自己,尽量发泄
喜欢忘记自我的时候,让自己醉一醉,忘掉所有的一切
喜欢孤独一人,远离人潮时,把自己关在房里,享受自己的自由空间

累了充满紧张压力生活的时候
我想像马儿在辽阔的原野飞快地奔驰
不需知道终点,只要放纵的向前奔驰
世界之大,总有我可以落脚的地方

有天,我想放弃所有的一切
不需犹豫,不需牵挂
离开这里,到一个陌生的地方
开始全新属于自己的新生活
生活平凡但不平淡,莫过于此,莫过于此
超快感!爽!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

恋家@hOMESiCk

友人最近在Blogspot谈到一位超级恋家女孩
嗯,让我来说说这女孩恋家的心情吧
故事来龙去脉是这样的。。。

话说七八年前有一位邻家女孩
从没离过家也不曾到别人家留宿
就在这一天她进大学的梦想总于实现了
开始准备这样准备那样, 兴奋地不得了

到了那一天
女孩的兴奋中却带有丝丝不舍的心情
眼泪不由自主的流下来
她开始一边忙着搬东西上车, 一边忙着抹干她的泪水
可怎么抹都好,泪水怎么都抹不干
爸妈当然看到但假装视而不见
免得越说越多,女孩就越心伤

到了梦寐以求的大学后
女孩红着眼睛忙着办进学手续
然后,爸妈弟妹帮她把东西搬进宿舍里
告别时间来临,女孩强忍眼泪,与家人道别
独自躲在角落的百叶窗,看着爸爸的车离自己越来越远
眼泪更强忍不住,吡呖吧啦流下来
好不舍,好不舍。。。
当晚,在陌生的地方与陌生的人同房睡着陌生的床上
女孩当然忍不住又偷偷地流泪,想念家人,直至睡着。。。

进大学后,女孩被吩咐三天内不准打电话与任何人联络
那三天度日如年,好难熬,好难熬
三天过后,女孩感到开心,因为终于可给家人通电话了
不打还好,打了不得了,一听到电话那边厢的妈妈虚寒问暖
眼泪又开始不由自住的滑下她的脸频
声音啃咽的答不出话。。。

后来,尽管已有一班漂亮,英俊,可爱,傻傻,blur blur 的朋友
与女孩一起度过许多开心寂寞悲伤压力的日子
但差不多每一次爸妈载送她回宿舍时
每每看着家人开着车离去时,她也会感到一阵失落感,不能自我
妈妈常说女孩眼泪很浅,一点小事都会触动泪腺
女孩答说她就象爸爸感情丰富,就算看可怜戏,都会泪流满面
二话不说,妈妈笑了

事隔多年,女孩在社会工作已多时
并与几位好友在外一起住
但偶尔从家乡回去KL,看着妈妈送别她的背影时
那一阵失落感还是会让女孩不能自我。。。
离乡背井的朋友,你(妳)是否也有一样的情怀?

写着,写着,
原来我的眼睛也有泪水。。。
(喂,还不给我一张纸巾,都是你(妳)把我弄哭的!)

~当个后天小厨师~

你我生下来不懂得煮?这是自然。对厨房的事,理解反应迟钝?小事一桩。以前在家待着的时候,最多时间可以看到妈妈烹饪。可是呢,就是不当一回事。长大了,在外工作,想要自己煮个什么的,发现这到底应该是下水了再加调味,还是下了调味再加水?抓不着头脑! 无所谓的,许多事我们都不是天生就懂,...