肚痛怕怕！

以前搭巴士尿急的状况不计其数，想回那些忍尿经验，我真庆幸现在的自己有一辆小车，可以随时随地停车以应付人有三急之需。

唉。。。忆起上个星期五还真是难忘，还会打冷颤。记得时间是下午三时左右，见了顾客用了午餐，正从焦赖赶着去疏邦再也会另一个顾客时，肚子竟突然在那儿闹别扭，开始阵痛，然后飙冷汗。那也罢了，路上竟来个大堵车，还真是叫天不应叫地不灵，实是很难忍受，可我还得忍痛继续驾车。。。

痛了、不痛了、又痛了、又不痛了。。。冷汗飙了，抹了再飙。。。反反复复。。。我只想找一个休息站或油站，就是找不到，老天爷不是在这时候和我开这么大的玩笑吧！救命啊！！！

终于忍了一段又一段的堵车路程，来到疏邦再也入口，不管三七二十一，就是SJMC了，我若来不及走到厕所晕倒了，也会有人救我。。。那时候，我真是那样想的。

哈哈。。。最终我是有走到厕所，在里面还保持了15至20分钟的沉默，痛得不懂如何形容。战后就是全身无力，昏昏欲睡。。。哟，真是人有三急都不好再有下一次，怕怕！怕怕！

有您有我！

母亲节时来不及写我对妈妈爱的宣言。不过，在报章上看到的这一首很感动的诗，还是忍不住要把它寄存在部落格上，与大家分享。

“今生今世，我最忘情的哭声有两次，一次在我生命的开始，一次在你生命的告终；第一次我不会记得，是听你说的，第二次你不会晓得，我说也没用。但两次哭声的中间啊，有无穷无尽的笑声，一遍一遍又一遍，回荡了整整三十年，你都晓得，我都记得。”

诗人余光中《母难日》之《今生今世》


妈妈总是任劳任怨，尽她的本份为家庭付出所有。给孩子最好的，却忘了给自己什么。孩子的快乐就是她最大的快乐；孩子的幸福就是她最大的幸福。总是怕孩子在外吃不饱睡不好钱不够用。而身为孩子的，是否把这一切的一切当做是理所当然呢？切要惜缘，惜福啊！

在这世上，相信除了妈妈再也没有第二个人最了解自己了。你最喜欢吃的、做的、种种喜怒哀乐都逃不过她那尖锐的眼神。生活上遇上波折或迷失方向时，妈妈就是最好的避风港。或许她不懂你的烦恼，更不能给于一个解决方案，可是她给的温暖却可以让你心平气和的找到方向。

妈妈的爱从来都不吝啬也没停歇过，从嗷嗷待哺的小瓜到今天长大成人有所成就的我们，她，还是默默地、默默地付出，就这样，一辈子。。。

妈，我只知道今生今世，有您有我！嗯，不要只记得关心你的孩子而忘了自己。要吃好好、睡饱饱、笑多多、乐开怀； 更要身体健康、要幸福哦！

First Quarter of 2007@零七的第一季

First quarter of 2007 has come to its end, what have you done so far? Have you achieved 25% of what you have planned? Aha…me? Let me scan through my own route map, how far have I gone…

1. Highlight of the year! Business is on the track. If compared to last year, I have performed better, but it’s still not good enough for year 2007 goal. Of course, with a lot of pressure to tackle! Ganbatte kudasai!

2. After one year in financial planning industry, I can still maintain my weight. What a relief! Most of friends in the same line or even different field gain weight easily! Approaching to thirty-aged group, must keep and maintain! Dynamic yoga does help in somewhere :P More exercise for healthier lifestyle, keep up!

3. Yea…now I’m better on the road direction? Should be…Cheras, Puchong, Subang, Damansara Jaya, Bukit Bintang, Kepong…etc are all in my list of memories. Still, I’d get lost somehow (night time especially), I’m a girl, what to do :P Will work harder!

4. My first travel destination was a 2-day-1-night free trip to Bukit Merah/Taiping offered by Ting. So good to be your housemate! Even it’s local but it’s something to me. Moreover, it’s Visit Malaysia Year! A great start! Go go go, holidays! More will come…

5. Cooking? Oh no, so long I did not touch kitchen utensils! Eat outside most of the time, no wonder less appetite recently! Em…will spare some time to cook a meal to reward myself. Cooking is such a fun thing to do, can’t afford to miss it!

6. Fruit? Feel so sorry on this. Hardly to see myself eating fruit. Must change! Em…go and shop for fruits this weekend. A thousand milestones start with a single step! I know I can do it! Everyday is a fruity day! Just do it!

7. Still dehydrate! No wonder my face does not appear to be watery at all! Must learn to drink more water… 8 glasses per day! Yam Seng!

8. Found a new motive for my life! While you are working hard at one corner of the world, I’ll do my best too here! You are my new motivational idol now! Yo…let’s move on!

Well, too much to be mentioned here. The main point is: it’s not the matter of how much you have achieved; It’s the matter of how much you have learnt? How much you have grown up? So, keep your 2007 dream and hit the bull’s eye this year! Yo yo...go go!
















Learning process: Learnt, unlearn and learn.
Picture taken in Bukit Merah Orang Utan Village.


零七的第一季
二零零七的第一季已到尾声，你表现得如何？已达到你所计划的25% 了吗？啊哈，自己呢？让我看看自己的旅程，到底走了多远啦。。。

1．关键的一年！生意顺风顺意。与去年相比之下，今年的表现还不赖。不过，看一看二零零七拟定的目标，可还差一大截！压力是无可避免的啦！继续努力！

2．在财务规划领域已有一年了，还可以保持自己的体重，真是放下心头大石啦！许多同领域或不同领域的朋友好多都向横发展哦，真是怕怕！快要进入三十阶段的人士咧，可要好好儿保持咯！多亏有律动瑜伽 :P 多多运动，自然健康也多多，加油！

3．噎。。。方向感是否好一点啦？还好吧！焦赖, 浦种, 疏邦, 白沙罗再也, 武吉免登、甲洞等等都在我脑海地图记忆里了。虽然，偶尔还是会迷路（尤其是晚上），没法子，我是小女子一个 :P 会更尽全力的啦！

4．今年的第一个旅行地点就是由婷赠送的两天一夜武吉美拉/太平游。近水楼台先得月咯！虽是本地旅行，那可是一个好的开始，更何况今年是马来西亚光观年哦！走走走，旅行去！更多即将来临。。。

5．烹饪？我的天啊，好久没动厨房用具了！多数的时间都是在外解决，难怪近来胃口不好！嗯。。。会腾出一些时间煮一些美食慰劳自己。烹饪可是人生一大趣事，当然不可少咯！

6．吃水果吗？真是对自己不起。真的是吃太少的水果了。要改哦！嗯。。。这个礼拜就去买一些新鲜水果。千里之行始于足下！我一定可以的！每一天都是水果天！就这么说！

7．还是大量缺少水份！难怪我的脸没有水当当啦。。。要学多喝水，一天八大杯！干杯!

8．找到人生新推动力了！当你在世界的另一个角落努力时，我也在这儿一定会更努力积极。是你啦，我的推动力偶像，就向你看齐！哟，加油！

嗯，要讲的实在太多了，不过重点在于：所有的所有，不是因为你达到了多少，而是你学会了多少？你成长了多少？所以，继续努力去实现你二零零七的梦想！哟，朋友加油！

Green or Orange?

Paying Hugo lou sai a visit this afternoon. So pleasure that he made 2 glasses of nutritious beverage for me, with one in green and the other one in orange. Haha…what are the ingredients needed to make these wonderful tasty beverages? Let me reveal lou sai’s secret here. He said wanna open stall and sell. After all the recipes being told here, don’t blame me for no business oh, lou sai. Free publicity for you!

To blend a green nutritious beverage, you’ll need cucumber, bell pepper, bitter gourd, apple and celery. While, to make orange nutritious beverage, you’ll need orange, pineapple and carrot (oppss, should be three items kua, I have forgotten :P). One more secret: you must use transparent glass for either one of the beverage as that will enhance the feel and increase appetite.

Well, for green beverage, the taste may appear to be a little strange (with vege and bitter taste) to you. So, to make the beverage taste better and smoother, you could add a little bit of cooked sweet-sour plum water. As for the orange one, the taste is just fabulous coz it’s sweet and sour, yummy, yummy!

Lou sai said after one week’s intake couple with exercise, he has experienced some weight loss. So, if you were to go for weight loss and health gain, go for the nutritious beverage now. Green or orange, you can order from Hugo lou sai at 012-234 xxxx. He sure will entertain your order before he clean the juice mixer once a day :P!

p/s: Didn’t run into toilet after these 2 glasses of nutritious beverages. Haha…lou sai, 2 more, please!

Mama’s Daughter

Thinking back what mama had told me when i was a kid is quite true today. When I was a little girl, she always told me that I should learn how to tidy up the house, learn to cook, learn this, learn that, bla bla bla…else, you yourself would be suffering in the future. Well, normally you and I would keep their “nagging” for nothing. Let it flew in from the left and out directly from the right.

Of course, during that time, helping her to clean and cut some vegetables or meats were the simplest and the only thing I knew. Often, I helped for nothing good as she would complain that I had cut into the wrong size, wrong shape and even wrong line. Have you ever noticed that the meat that we eat everyday has those thin lines? If you didn’t notice those thin lines and simply do the cutting, it’d affect the taste and the texture. Haha…bet you’d never heard about it. Lots of theories came out from my mama and I’d taken it for fun. Therefore, most of the time, I’d choose to watch TV rather than helping her in the kitchen. Just couldn’t bear with all her “nagging”.

Somehow, I have felt what mama said last time proven to be true now. Since working, I stay outside. Chance to taste home-cook is obviously reduced. As I don’t even master 10% of her cooking skill (haha...what I cook is really meant for myself, you're not going to eat that coz the taste was @$#!&), I have to eat outside almost every day. Frankly, those mamak foods really could make me less appetite. Emm…too much of Ajinomoto, though.

Since my neighbour changes to this grandma-aunty, every time when I walking to my house after work, I’d have smelt nice and delicious dishes or soup cooked by her. Thinking of the meal I have taken or looking at the food I've bought, that grandma-aunty’s cooking smell really makes me thinking of my mama, makes me truly homesick (not to deny, I’m always a homesick gal :P)! I want go home!

Ah…how long have I not back to hometown? Not long, just more than a week’s time. But, mama, I’m missing your cook deeply. I wanna go home and eat whatever you cook for me, be it a simple mee sua soup with a fried egg. That'll be the most delicious food in the world!

Haha, how can I grow up like this? Always a mama’s daughter! Well, who bother? If there were option given, I believe most of us wanted to be a mama's daughter or mama's son for wholelife, being pampered in her arms all the time. Isn't it the happiness that not easily pursued in the world? Haha...whatever, I still choose to be a mama's daughter :P

听，我的声

闷在一个人的世界里太久
突然很怀念热闹
于是走到公园散步去
那里有小孩的玩笑声
有跑步者的喘气声
有朋友的谈笑声
有喷泉水的声音
林林种种的吵闹声
即使那里的人事物对我而言是陌生的
可有很多声音的陪伴
让我感觉不是自己一个人

走着。。。走着
多了一个声音的介入
那是我再熟悉不过的声音
时时刻刻都陪伴着我左右
尽管是吃饭睡觉驾车都好
不管在做什么
要离弃都不可能的一个声音
对，那是我内心的声音
一个给了我很多问号的声音
问了我很多“为什么”的声音
让我忙着找一个又一个答案的声音

一个让我纳闷
却让我成长的声音
矛盾参半，如何取舍？
就赶走那些无理取闹
让我胡思乱想的声音吧
不想生活里有那么多为什么
至少很多烦人的疑问会减少
因为有时不懂得如何去应付
更不想为了一个答案伤脑筋
走走走。。。
不想听到的声音

纵然，
声音继续为所欲为
我的声，不被理会
无止无休？
哈。。。当一切归尘时吧！

F1啊喂！

若是坐在电视前观看F1，我想我不用一会儿就可以打瞌睡或已经转换去下一台了。哈！倘若你有机会去到世界一级方程式赛车（F1）现场，保证气氛全然不同。四月八日，生平第一次前往F1赛车场，票是免费的（ING赞助Renault，我达到所需的目标，拿了张免费票 :P），总得去体验一下吧！

比赛还没开始，我坐在那儿观赏人潮。真是奇怪，怎么这么多人愿意花那几十元，甚至百元，在烈日当空下撑伞榻蓬，为了只是看他们心目中支持的赛车队？摇了个电话给弟弟，想问他人在那里？几时开赛啊？怎知他那边厢有一点儿失落的答我说他在家里，女友胃痛，不来F1了，就在家透过电视观赏好了。哈，粗心的弟弟竟然也可以这么体贴，真以他为荣！嗯，若果今天我不在现场，肯定我永远都无法体会到为何弟弟如此爱车、痴迷于赛车。

现场人群济济不再话下，那风驰电掣、声浪轰鸣的赛车声才是经典。简直是震耳欲聋，几乎无法与邻人会话！听赛车声呼啸过，心中就会产生一股莫名的兴奋！我无法以字句形容，还是你亲自去体验会比较快感。

准备好相机想捕捉个好镜头，可事实上就没那么容易。那从远处传来划破长空F1赛车几乎与声音同时冲来，在“来了来了”的瞬间，手还来不及按快门，赛车就已冲到眼前，续而飞驰向遥远的彼岸他方，根本无法“捕获”超速的赛车！捉了车头不见车尾，还是写个“服”字，我选择把那急速快感深深烙印在我脑海里。（事实，你是需要一架好相机来捕捉好镜头。）

倘若明年你有时间，去亲身沉浸在世界一级方程式赛车的热潮当中与它的急速快感，那现场听到的赛车声绝对是电视或广播里无可比拟的。老实说，我绝对不是个车迷，看完整个比赛尽然不知赛果，鹿死谁手。虽是羞死了，可每一件事总有第一次吧。赛车发动的轰鸣声响太有震撼力了，F1，就是这样喜欢上了！

哇。。。怎么我的鼻子这么红？没照镜子还不知道，一看到镜中的自己真的会吓一跳。哈哈。。。都是世界一级方程式赛车(F1)留下的后遗症。 F1啊喂！

p/s：我拍的照片只有蚂蚁这么大，看了都不过瘾！奥特拉面，等你的靓照啊喂！



















p/s:赛车结束了，我才照下这张相。后面的三辆灵魂赛车，奥特拉面免费赠送的，真是糗！

三八幸福

有没有朋友以dear、darling、honey、sayang、babe等等称呼你？觉得很肉麻吗？其实不然，因为那意味着你与他/她的亲密关系的一个称号。而且，可以不止一位，可以有好几个不同的人都以一个同样称号来称呼你哦。当然不是花心，是你交友用心！

哈。。。那为什么写三八幸福？因为三八是妇女节，更重要的是这天也是我阿dear的生辰。嘻嘻。。。我是有几位阿dear，可今天我要写的是三八阿dear。当然，原因不是因为她三八，只因她正是在这富有意义的日子来到这花花世界，而且不愧是百分百妇女节的Babe哦！

何出此言？当然有理的啦！要形容她吗？不难亦不易。为什么呢？因为她具有妇女应该拥有的精神与才华，简直是出得厅堂，入得厨房。家务打理得井井有条外，还拿手煮得一桌好菜！做事谨慎、有条有理、交友四海、人见人爱，车见车载！而且绝对是个细心的聆听者分析家，讲的道理都还深奥过人。

我与她相识不过两年，却属志同道合的一对。新鲜事一起八、丑史伤心史快乐史一起分享。。。每每无聊时，都会到她家呆一阵儿，然后又尝一尝她的厨房手艺，解闷又解饿，真是一级棒！

在短短的半年，我们就组织了一项八天七夜的巴厘岛自助旅行。说起这件事都还真妙。那时的我从来没有搞过自助旅行，她却傻傻地跟我走了。那一次的自助旅行还真是多阻碍。购买了机票只是仅仅一个星期，巴厘岛就遭人袭击。用尽了一切办法就只想把机票给换个地点，但却失败！家人可就急着劝说我们放弃。经过一个月后的资料收集，我们还是飞到那儿享受我们的甜蜜假期。两个人的旅行可真是有趣，想去那就去那，想做什么就做什么，完全没有什么好顾虑，真是轻松自由！

阿dear，与你相识日子虽然不久，但却好像很久很久了。属于你我的故事都一箩箩，怎么写都写不完。就把它永远留在你我心中，你我的记忆里。。。

可爱的三八阿dear，一个知心的朋友，让我每天也享受着三八幸福！谢谢了！

p/s: 迟完成的部落，迟来的祝福，希望你不会介意。三八生日快乐，愿你每一秒每一刻都被幸福环绕着！

Life Scribbles

Life is Confusing
For many efforts you have been putting in, it may eventually bring nothing to you. Well, life is all about give and take. You don’t ask for return every time you give, don’t you? For many thing you have done, God would have bestowed you with something that you couldn’t see. "It may not happen today, but later". Am I too stubborn to believe that to be true? Or I just wanna make myself to believe what I believe? Life is confusing, most of the time…

Life is a Nut
No matter how many times you have undergone one same experience, you’d still feeling one kind when the same incidence happened again. Thereafter, trying to find all sorts of reasons and excuses to convince your heart to believe what you want it to be. What are you trying to deny? If it’s the matter of fact, then just take it easy! Gosh, if life were to be so easy, why were there so many people gone mad? Life is a nut, sometimes…

Life is a FOOL
The effort you have made may not be seen by someone else; someone else may have taken your place instead. The cover is always wrapped nicely to have its better impression. How about the inner? The content? Is it of what you want? We were told “don’t judge thing by its cover”. In fact, how many have been a fool? When you use your heart to judge, would you really could see the real value of one thing or even a person? Life is a fool, all the time…

Life is a Play
To win the games, I could have played a trick; I could have played the gimmick. But, conscience keeps telling me not to be. The reality is people who played the trick won the games. Thus, I was the loser of this game. Back to the basic, if you were to win a battle, you must first know how to play your role, play smart trick. While, pity with those who have to put a mask on their face most of the time? How suffering? Life is a play, infinite time…

Life is a Circle
For anything that you want in life, you must first learn how to let it go. For if it's yours, it will eventually turns back to you. For if it never turns back to you, you have never had it before. Try to be a new-born baby again. Unlearn and learn. That will make you grow faster and unlimitedly. Life is a circle, timeless...

一呼一吸

人，一生的开始与结束，基于那一呼一吸吧！
在最寂静的时刻，去感觉那瞬间的一呼与一吸
是温和的？是仓促的？抑或是微弱的？
这么细腻的动作，没有人会去真正的注意吧?
原因无它，人一出世就自然懂得这最基本的动作
每一分每一秒都没可能间断的活动
在呈现那一呼刹那，若一吸无法配合
整个人生都要改写了
哎，体会良多。。。
不就因为鼻老爷患上了一大堆毛病
不是鼻塞，就来个大流鼻涕，再加个小丑大红鼻
一年四季三百六十五天
不论是天气或是环境的转变
他可真会耍帅，还敏感十足闹情绪呢
拜托啦，鼻老爷，那重大任务一呼一吸就靠你了
还有谁做得比你好啊？
来，乖一点儿，
一呼、一吸、一呼、一吸。。。

快乐猪年

感觉今年的新年气氛怎么淡薄了
没有像以往般的浓厚闹哄哄
是自己对季节的变换少了热诚
亦或是那已不是我所在乎的了
都无所谓啦，最重要的是
趁个新年休个长假喘喘气
好好儿在家享受家的温暖
与好友相聚一堂畅谈欢饮
想睡就睡，还要睡到自然醒
再努力泡泡几套搞笑连续剧
弥补平日都无法完成的“使命”
痛痛快快过个金猪年！


敬祝诸位猪年行大运
吉祥。如意。安康！














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