来一杯清水

咖啡很香，我却不懂得欣赏，亦极少机会会去喝咖啡，因为承受不起它的副作用-- 心跳加速、少许晕眩、上厕所次数频密。。。久而久之，还得承受钙质的流失，导致骨骼疏松症。

故此，茶就变成是我最常点的饮料。咦，有奶茶替代咖啡也不赖嘛。当然，咖啡和奶茶的香味各有异，那得视个人喜好而定，欣赏的程度肯定不同。

但，奶茶也有它的副作用，系于点喝它的人吧。最近觉得身体对奶茶不是很承受得起，饮用过后，心脏没有力、呼吸有点困难、整个人有心无力。。。这老化迹象没有这样快？这样早吧？

咳。。。管得着吗？身体是自己的，若承当不起就别勉强。换个角度来看，没有了咖啡，没有了奶茶，人生未必就从此无趣。

事实若是如此，好好接受，换个口味不就得了。偶尔，来一杯清水，我想，也是大快人心，舒畅无比。人生如清水般清澈，简单许多！还是清水好！

结果呢？

我不听话咯，跑去公园跑步，因为真的很想好好儿流一身汗。结果呢？，结果脚又拉筋，感觉紧绷，走路时都会撤到，很不舒服。睡觉时，平放都觉得很不舒服。哇靠！

从上一次马拉松受伤到现在，都已经休息了好一阵子了，不敢让脚操之过劳。结果呢？旧患还是重犯。要怎么做，脚才会恢复像以前一样，任我怎么走，怎么跑都可以？莫非是老化迹象？神啊，救救我啊！

What's real? What's unreal?

Wow...got a lot of blur stories to share. I think my brain is not functioned properly for recognisation, verification, recall, bla bla bla...

Story 1:
I have spent 15 mins to start a car engine. Oh, GOSH! The story is the car is not mine. It's my brother's. So? He's a car-lover. The little Kancil has been modified fully into Mira. Sounds COOL, right? Well, that's not the big deal but the car has 3 keys, applied differently for door, bonnet and starter. So, I have applied the wrong key, trying to start the engine. Well, frustrated enough, I had to call my brother up to ask, for three times coz I failed to follow his words. He's of course in the dreaming mode lor, and got irritating with my stupid question, me either. So, with his unawaken face, he went down from Condo and started the engine for me. Uh, this's damn crazy!

Story 2:
I woke up in the midnight to go to the toilet. Just walked into the room and blanketed myself, i felt wanna go to peep again. Alright, this is a bit insane. While i was peeping, i was thinking "did I ever go to toilet before this second time?"....arggghhh...I can't differenciate if i were in the dreaming or i really performed the action! Gone mad lor, me!

Story 3:
A friend called me while I'm still in the dream. Asking me about the cure for dengue. I have answered all his questions and fall into sleep again. While I woke up later, I was wondering if my friend called me this morning?

Argghhh...what's real, what is unreal? What's wrong, especially myself? ho ho ho...that drives me crazy!

失魂鬼，穿破头！

搬来新地方两个月，还没来得及好好收拾，整理。趁今天心情好，烫了两个小时的衣服，可以穿上整个月吧，不用烦（我最怕烦的啦）。接着，整理衣服、日常用品、书本和纸张（一大堆）。。。

好啦，搞了大半天，终于收拾完毕。要收的收，要丢的丢，房间总算像房间样了。到厨房去，正要把垃圾给绑好再拿出去丢，就在站起来的那一刻，忘了头上的哪一个水喉，哎呀！痛死我了！那一瞬间，我痛到站不起来，说不出话。

回到房间，开始幻想若像做戏一样，碰撞后没事还可以站起来走动，然后，才发现流血，而后晕倒。想都怕！本以为普通的撞伤，不痛就好。收拾当儿觉得头有阵阵痛，就用手稍微触摸，按摩一下。怎么手指感觉水水的？看一下，原来是血！哇，赶紧冲向镜前检察，真的有血啊。还好不是大量那一种，要不我即刻会当场晕过去。还好，无伤大雅。可能下回你见到我时，脑袋会有些迟钝或失忆咯，莫见怪 :P

头，这一刻还是痛的 ;-( 真是失魂鬼，头也给穿破！

做，不做？想，不想？

有些事情，做了，会让你心满意足；
有些事情，做了，会让你后悔莫及。
有些事情，重复做，会让你熟能生巧；
有些事情，重复做，会让你渐生厌恶。
有些事情，不做，会让你心安理得；
有些事情，不做，会让你悔不当初。
做，好过没做？
没做，好过做？

有些事情，想了，会让你甜蜜十分；
有些事情，想了，会让你心痛不已。
有些事情，重复想，会让你释怀放下；
有些事情，重复想，会让你走火入魔。
有些事情，不想，会让你心开意解；
有些事情，不想，会让你挂念十分。
想，好过不想？
不想，好过想？

做，还是不做？想，还是不想？

不解的为什么。。。

什么世界来的？
这个世界注定有不公平的存在。公道自在人心，有理说不清。我有太多却又不能理解的为什么。别人做的都是对的（就算是无理的），而自己做的在别人眼里就是无理或是你应该做的。别人的眼光和看法，不去理会就没事了？或许应该默默的接受？哑子吃黄莲，有苦自己往肚吞？难道就别无选择了吗？

没有答案的为什么。。。
为什么邻居的空地不停放车，要放到我家的门口？难道我家的空地没什么作用，就是留给你专用的？

为什么自己家的空地停放车，还要遭人刮花？放一辆刮一辆？

为什么家人朋友的车必须都停放在屋内，搞得空间都没有，而屋外的空地必须让给无赖的邻居停放他们的车？

为什么你对一个人好的时候，他不会记得。但，只要你做坏一件事，不用你提，他永远都记得。

为什么别人找你帮他解决问题，好心没好报，他还要赖你，甚至说你多管闲事？

为什么欠你钱的人过得比你还要逍遥？你跟他讨钱还要想尽办法说好话？

为什么人总是喜欢听假话？不好听话是比较吃耳，可是是真心为你好，他说你别有居心？

为什么单身不正常？为什么你还没有拍托？为什么你眼角这么高？为什么他不错，你不考虑？

为什么天气晴朗，却会无缘无故的心情低落？

为什么晚上会失眠，就算已经筋疲力尽了？

为什么有这么多的为什么？可以不要这些烦死人的为什么吗？

不属于地球
这个世界就是这么的丑陋，人性就是这么的恶劣？真的受不了的话，或许应该离开地球，到别的行星生活。是荒想，是无稽之谈，是为了郁闷的心情找一个空间。。。

雨后邂逅

见不到，会很想念
见到，会很开心
想见，不一定会出现
大多数，不会如愿以偿

可以做的，只有等待
你给的，属于惊喜
习惯了，这样就好
不敢奢求

今天，见到了
喜出望外的惊喜
原来，我要的不多
只要你偶尔的记得我

不用多说
你我的默契属于雨后
懂了，不会难过
因，很心满意足了。。。

Sad lo me…

I was in the midst of going back home before next appointment. My car was stopped in front of traffic light. It’s red. Just that few second, the car behind me banged into my back. I was out of shock, of course. What the hell was this fella behind me doing?

Immediately I went down from car and looked at my car. I truly showed my impatience to the fella. What on earth were you doing in the afternoon? You were Indian. You didn’t fasting. Did you out of your mind? Did you fall into sleep? See, what the damn thing had you done? How come there’s cow driving on the road!!! So unbelievable!

The story now -- one of the sensors was damaged. The bumper was loosening. The bonnet cover was caved in. There’re scratches spoilt the paint. Serious or not, these would take two days for the whole course of repairing. Sad lo me…to see my lou gong zai injured this way!

Thing that frustrated me the most was the carelessness of that fella. For how many times my old car and now, this new one, have been hit by careless and idiotic drivers. All the times, I was in static condition. The idiot came and just hit. Or, it's me who don't know how to drive? I should drive airplane next time. I think sky is safer!

Mata, please keep those cows and pigs in the place they entitled for. Don’t ever let them drive on the road, it causes danger to other road users! Pleazzzz la wei…

My fire is still burning right now!

夜光会

中秋节，夜光会，是乎好久好久没举办了。今年心血来潮，妈妈问要不要搞一个夜光会，我说好，老弟也说好。妈妈开心到像嫦娥飞上天 （是夸张一点点）。就这样，妈妈召集了三户人家，一家准备一两样，就这样轻而一举，两桌面的食物，有nasi lemak、红豆糖水、炸鸡翼、云吞和虾、玉粟糕（妈妈的拿手糕点，好久没尝过了）、豆腐卜、蛋糕、燕菜等等，当然还少不了压轴重点食物—月饼！一个中秋晚会就这样形成了。

一边享用着食物，一边嘻哈谈笑，还一边忙着点灯笼，还不忘了偶尔抬头望一望远挂夜空那一轮皎洁的明月，过足中秋瘾，十分享受！不用花很多钱，只是一个很简单的聚会，就产生了无限的欢乐。快乐就是这样简单，幸福就是这样简单。你的中秋又怎样过？

我想说“别吝啬你的爱”
中秋节，月圆人团圆。游子可能没办法特地赶回家乡过中秋，无所谓，只要记得打通电话给家里的老人家，呈上你暖暖地祝福，我想，他们就已经很开心了。老人家，老了怕孤独，也比较会耍脾气哦（最会口不对心，虽说无所谓，其实是很在意的）! 甭管他们说不用不用，站在他们的立场想想，他们其实最需要的是什么？对了，你的关爱，就像小时候他们怎样无微不至地关爱你一样。不管是那一个季节，记得你的小小关爱，可以减少他们对你的思念哦！就别吝啬你的爱。

Shape Run '08

ho ho oh, 24 August 2008, one big fine day! Shape Run '08 organised by Shape and Men's Health magazines, took part by 2,000 participants. This is my first time involved in public organised event. Walkathon, marathon, never have the experience before, how to call it a life? haha...so not-to-be-missed this time. Moreover, the Shape run came with an attractive goodies bag worth RM300 which has become the reason of the participation for some.














Our gang, some took part in 10km run (to challenge our endurance and you may stand a chance to win fabulous prizes, one metal could have done the good job :D) and some 5km fun run (by accidentally registered). Hong kia was the funniest case, accidentally registered into male 10km category, able to fix the situation at the very last minute, before flag off.

The most impressive one would be the prenancy woman I saw in the path. I think she's in her 5-6 months' prenancy, and she was able to complete the whole 10km run. Amazing, isn't it? Feel the difference you could have in life? Then, be creative but be yourself first of all.

Yeh, all of us were able to reach the finishing line even not among the winners, but I felt great coz the whole process of running was enjoyable. I even experienced the cramped leg, but thanks to one funny uncle participant, because of his encouragement, I was able to finish the whole run within the time I have set initially. I couldn't walk properly now but I believe to be recovered fully in two three days soon coz had sought the treatment from doctor this morning. What an unforgettable experience!

疑惑

岁月流逝的那一瞬间
我，是跟着向前不懈？
亦或是还在原地兜转？