来一杯清水

咖啡很香，我却不懂得欣赏，亦极少机会会去喝咖啡，因为承受不起它的副作用-- 心跳加速、少许晕眩、上厕所次数频密。。。久而久之，还得承受钙质的流失，导致骨骼疏松症。

故此，茶就变成是我最常点的饮料。咦，有奶茶替代咖啡也不赖嘛。当然，咖啡和奶茶的香味各有异，那得视个人喜好而定，欣赏的程度肯定不同。

但，奶茶也有它的副作用，系于点喝它的人吧。最近觉得身体对奶茶不是很承受得起，饮用过后，心脏没有力、呼吸有点困难、整个人有心无力。。。这老化迹象没有这样快？这样早吧？

咳。。。管得着吗？身体是自己的，若承当不起就别勉强。换个角度来看，没有了咖啡，没有了奶茶，人生未必就从此无趣。

事实若是如此，好好接受，换个口味不就得了。偶尔，来一杯清水，我想，也是大快人心，舒畅无比。人生如清水般清澈，简单许多！还是清水好！

结果呢？

我不听话咯，跑去公园跑步，因为真的很想好好儿流一身汗。结果呢？，结果脚又拉筋，感觉紧绷，走路时都会撤到，很不舒服。睡觉时，平放都觉得很不舒服。哇靠！

从上一次马拉松受伤到现在，都已经休息了好一阵子了，不敢让脚操之过劳。结果呢？旧患还是重犯。要怎么做，脚才会恢复像以前一样，任我怎么走，怎么跑都可以？莫非是老化迹象？神啊，救救我啊！

What's real? What's unreal?

Wow...got a lot of blur stories to share. I think my brain is not functioned properly for recognisation, verification, recall, bla bla bla...

Story 1:
I have spent 15 mins to start a car engine. Oh, GOSH! The story is the car is not mine. It's my brother's. So? He's a car-lover. The little Kancil has been modified fully into Mira. Sounds COOL, right? Well, that's not the big deal but the car has 3 keys, applied differently for door, bonnet and starter. So, I have applied the wrong key, trying to start the engine. Well, frustrated enough, I had to call my brother up to ask, for three times coz I failed to follow his words. He's of course in the dreaming mode lor, and got irritating with my stupid question, me either. So, with his unawaken face, he went down from Condo and started the engine for me. Uh, this's damn crazy!

Story 2:
I woke up in the midnight to go to the toilet. Just walked into the room and blanketed myself, i felt wanna go to peep again. Alright, this is a bit insane. While i was peeping, i was thinking "did I ever go to toilet before this second time?"....arggghhh...I can't differenciate if i were in the dreaming or i really performed the action! Gone mad lor, me!

Story 3:
A friend called me while I'm still in the dream. Asking me about the cure for dengue. I have answered all his questions and fall into sleep again. While I woke up later, I was wondering if my friend called me this morning?

Argghhh...what's real, what is unreal? What's wrong, especially myself? ho ho ho...that drives me crazy!

失魂鬼，穿破头！

搬来新地方两个月，还没来得及好好收拾，整理。趁今天心情好，烫了两个小时的衣服，可以穿上整个月吧，不用烦（我最怕烦的啦）。接着，整理衣服、日常用品、书本和纸张（一大堆）。。。

好啦，搞了大半天，终于收拾完毕。要收的收，要丢的丢，房间总算像房间样了。到厨房去，正要把垃圾给绑好再拿出去丢，就在站起来的那一刻，忘了头上的哪一个水喉，哎呀！痛死我了！那一瞬间，我痛到站不起来，说不出话。

回到房间，开始幻想若像做戏一样，碰撞后没事还可以站起来走动，然后，才发现流血，而后晕倒。想都怕！本以为普通的撞伤，不痛就好。收拾当儿觉得头有阵阵痛，就用手稍微触摸，按摩一下。怎么手指感觉水水的？看一下，原来是血！哇，赶紧冲向镜前检察，真的有血啊。还好不是大量那一种，要不我即刻会当场晕过去。还好，无伤大雅。可能下回你见到我时，脑袋会有些迟钝或失忆咯，莫见怪 :P

头，这一刻还是痛的 ;-( 真是失魂鬼，头也给穿破！

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